A Weekend Away – Suspension Bridges, Sunburn And A Struggle – Please Make It Stop
It was supposed to be a fast course. Personal Best’s, they said… and like a fool I listened. The run up to the race had been great. Myself, Hauling My Carcass and his LG, in Lisbon, sightseeing and having a fine time.
Sunday morning, and after navigating our way to the start at the opposite side of the suspension bridge that spans the estuary that snakes through Lisbon, the sun was shining and there was an excited, party atmosphere amongst the runners as we waited to start. People all around were in good spirits as a TV crew in a helicopter buzzed overhead and a weird mist engulfed the bridge leaving only random parts of it in view.
I am no lover of heights so when I saw the bridge the previous day, up close and personal for the first time, I was struck by how absolutely huge it is. And how high up we would be running at the start. Fortunately, the sense of occasion got the better of me on the day and once the race started I quickly found a good position running on a strip of metal grating near the centre of the bridge. Every so often I would glance down to see the water about 200ft directly below me through the grate but I didn’t care – I was running in The Lisbon Half Marathon, I felt confident from my training run the previous Sunday, had eaten well the night before and was well hydrated. And then it started to go wrong.
The route over the bridge is about 5.5km until you reach sea level at the other side. That’s about 2km on an upward gradient and then 3.5kms on a downhill gradient straight off the start line. As you leave the bridge, the road veers round to the left, switching back on itself and descending down to the waters edge. Also, as you leave the bridge, the relative coolnesss of being higher up, exposed to the breeze and over water gives way to being hemmed in by buildings and the heat beating down from the sun and radiating back up from the tarmac. Around 7km, my left knee was feeling weak from the ascent / descent from the bridge. Coincidentally at that precise moment, the man running next to me seemed to crumple and he tumbled onto the floor pausing only to collect bits of the Lisbon pavement in his knees, hands and elbows. I stopped to help him up and checked he was OK and then tried to set off again but my left knee felt, well, squishy. And I felt I had no power in it to run. I just decided to keep going, after all, I was only a third of the way round. I was going to run the race and complete it and I was determined not to stop or walk.
The next 14kms were probably the worst I have experienced.
I put my headphones in around 10k to try and take my mind off how wretched I was beginning to feel. If I could just try to run in time to the music… but my legs weren’t cooperating. And it was getting hotter. 18 degrees became 19, then 20, then 21 and all the while the legs were getting heavier.
With hindsight I think i was dehydrating badly as no amount of water taken from the water stations or Lucozade Sport supped from my bottle seemed to be enough. Everything felt like it wasn’t really happening but also that it was never going to end. I fixed my stare about 2 metres in front of me and just concentrated on keeping going. And not crying. I saw 2 or 3 people getting medical attention at the side of the road but there could have been many more as I do not remember much of the last 10k… it all seems to have blurred into one hot, painful, slow shuffle towards the finish. At one point, Hauling My Carcass crossed the road and handed me a bottle of water which tasted like the best water I had ever had. I was convinced he had finshed the race, got a new pb and come back to find out why I was taking so long. I couldn’t understand why I was finding it so hard.
After what seemed like an eternity, I crossed the finish line and wanted to lay on the floor and cry. I felt disorientated and disappointed. I focussed on removing the timing chip from my shoe and then wandered away from the Finish. I found HMC and wanted to know what his time was and how had he finished so early when I had struggled so much… turns out, when he crossed the road to give me the water, he had been running in the opposite direction and hadn’t finished yet. He acheived a personal worst and so did I, coming in a whopping 29 minutes slower than my pb!!!
I was bitterly disappointed that I had run such a shocker but I think the gradients and the heat had both taken their toll. None of my training runs had been in more than about 6 degrees and suddenly I was asking my body to perform at 20+ degrees. I returned home with probably the nicest, matt black medal I could wish for and some serious sunburn.
I barely remember any of the last half of the race… but I do remember one of the tunes that was playing whilst I struggled to finish. It lifted my spirits just a little and, considering my time, seems strangely relevant. Ladies and Gentlemen, I give you…
Soundtrack to this post: Kings Of Leon – Crawl